I’m sorry we got lost

In a lonely year, I never knew I could feel this way again.

I always thought I would die alone, having lost hope. But then you came out of nowhere. It’s true what they say:

“we found love in the most unexpected place. You were amazing, like a breath of fresh air.”

We then began fighting, and everything happened so fast.

One moment we were close, and the next, we just couldn’t talk.

We were so confident that we could talk about anything, but that changed. Drastically. I get it, we both had anger and emotions — normal, I believe. We were both emotionally invested and tired.

I wish I could undo everything, rewind, retry. It was just too painful.

My expectations were too much for you, and I made you feel like you weren’t enough.

Then you said it: “I deserve better.”

Why couldn’t you just be that person, the person who I deserve? I didn’t want anybody else, I wanted you.

I’ve lost people and found them again. The second time around, things made more sense.

Timing indeed has a lot to do with everything. Sometimes we just aren’t ready for each other yet.

I told to myself, you were the most amazing person I ever met.

I hope to see you again when the road decides it’s time for our paths to cross.

Until then, I’ll cherish the short memories and the unexpected love we found.

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